How does it feels when someone you care, don't even know how much you feel about them?
How does it feels to be the only punching bag around when no one else wants to play the part?
How does it feels to actually heard that one person you care the most say things that hurts you?
Even worst, you kept it silence, because you think that that person is the one that you needed the most.
I felt that. It keeps repeating every single day.