From this time onwards, I will try my very best not to hang around you much. It's not that I hate and all, it's these sense and nonsense that making me want to stay away from you. I don't know if I even have to write this. But it makes my heart feels better. I have no one to turn to when it comes about this. This is the only method that is making me better.
I couldn't make up my mind, no I don't know why. It's like I've lost in this battle that I'm in. I felt that I'm only needed when that person is gone. Sigh. I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't even have to write these down.