Most probably, my mother, sister and even my brother will not be able to send me off on that Sunday. That saddened me the most. I want to start new life there with some hope and spirit that perhaps my mother can give to me. I don't want to know new people. It's hard for me to cope with new environment, new behaviour. Do i have to begin all over again? Gosh, it's irritating!
I hope that i will mix will with whoever my roomate or housemates are. Pfft!