Thursday, May 26, 2011

It's Thursday now. I have to go back on Sunday. I still got couple of days to go. Just couple of days, and that's it. I hate packing up. I hate to begin new chapter when it's clear that i'm not fully ready yet. I hate the feeling of left home.

Most probably, my mother, sister and even my brother will not be able to send me off on that Sunday. That saddened me the most. I want to start new life there with some hope and spirit that perhaps my mother can give to me. I don't want to know new people. It's hard for me to cope with new environment, new behaviour. Do i have to begin all over again? Gosh, it's irritating!

I hope that i will mix will with whoever my roomate or housemates are. Pfft!